As for now, my best friend and floor mates are amazing. I cried tonight over some one, for the first time in a long, long time. I just needed to cry, to get it out of my system, I was back to my normal self as soon as I was finished. Regardless, when I came back from dance club, they had bought me flowers, wrote me notes and gave me song lyrics to help me feel better. I've never had anyone treat me like that, besides boyfriends. For the first time in years, I have a true best friend and sister, and friends that care about me, and I do NOT have a boyfriend. It's empowering for me, it took a long time to see that I don't need to have a boy and I don't have "social problems". I'm finally beginning to love me for me and finding confidence in the way I live my life. Sounds cliche and corny, but it's true. And it's a HUGE step for me. I've learned how to deal with my emotions and find ways to pick myself up again. I'm sure there will still be my moments, but I can deal with them now.
But off of that tangent, my floor is home and it's so nice to have them.